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    I tried to post this journal the other morning at 5:13 am but in the time it took me to write the journal, dev. art switched into view-only maintenance mode....    the SOBs. haha :) well anywase it went something like this:

  Its 5:13 am and im am just coming down from my trip. I ate some mushrooms tonight. It was amazing, I feel almost like i have never tripped before. It was so intense, and by the time I got to the point where I could form coehisive thoughts, I was diving deep into my unconcious self. I brought up many fears that needed to be brought up and realized (althought probly not permanently, these thoughts of grandeur usually go through a phase and change within a month or two)..  I realized that almost all of our fears are so very inconsequential. I knew this before, but facing them with my mushroomed out imagination brought them to life. Insecurites dont matter, and life really is how you create it. Fear brings more fear, self caused depression brings more depression, and you basically create your reality.

  Non related to this tripping experience I want to share a little story with all of you people out there reading this that I do not know. It realtes to the trip;

   A few years ago i was visiting my father, he lives on the beach in florida. At the time I was thinking hard, mostly about lucid dreaming. To any who dont know what it is, it's when people realize they are dreaming and therfore gain controll of what they are dreaming. At the time I was also going through somewhat of a psychotic episode;  thinking that all of reality is just a dream.  Anywase.....  one of those days (With my mind mostly on lucid dreaming) I watched "The Sphere" accidentally on the TV. It is a movie where people find an alien relic, and after they go inside of this relic, reality manifests itself to form to their particular thoughts (example: The actor was afraid of scary fish, so in reality an angler fish appeared and snapped at his mask).
   Just after this movie I took a bike ride down the boarwalk considering is life was just a dream...     not even two minutes later, I passed a couple walking, and the only words I heard coming out of the lady's mouth was verbatum    "An existance of your own Creation".


My goodness, life is not what I thought it would be when I was a child.  :)
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:iconkiranouk:
I know nothing about mushroom on the other hand.....
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:iconenderstruth:
mmm.... it is absolutely like nothing else, and i mean that in every sence of the word. can be wonderful or horrible, its up to your conciousness.... a very strange drug!
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:iconkiranouk:
I see, or I mean, I try to imagne... sounds interessting and scary at the same time
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:iconkiranouk:
I usually hate DA journals, people write boring things, including myself...its the first thing i throw away when I read my messangers. Just by chance that I started reading yours while I was just sneaking around... Nice! I really liked reading this experience, and some years ago I was soo facinated by lucid dreaming that I experienced alot around this phenomen... I know exactly how you can manage to take control over your dreams, I started to get the hang off it, then I got scared that this would fuck up the only link between me and my concience. and that my brain worked to much during dreaming that I really didn't get much sleep... so I quitted doing it. Hard choise... do you know enything about the consequences? I would really like to know more... anyway.. Brought me back on old thaughs, it was nice. Hope your not to ashamed of my english, I'm totally lost in the french language now... Lina
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:iconenderstruth:
hey there :)

your english is not bad, don't worry! about lucid dreaming, yea you are right some of the side effects are an unrested sleep. I find the best time to do it is during short naps or, get your 7 hours of sleep, wake up for an hour then go back to sleep for an hour, it really gets your REM stage of sleep fired up and dreams are easilly remembered, and plus you get a needed 7 hours of sleep.

Thanks for your comments, you are a sweet girl
-fred
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:iconkiranouk:
not stupid that one, sleeping for 7 hours and then back again. Guess I have to try that out! though I'm afraid I'll have some difficulities taking control again, its been so long since I've been playing with my concience like that... anyway, thanks for the tip! and for the nice talk, I really appreciate...

Lina
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~piratejack Nov 20, 2006  Student Traditional Artist
wow.. that is intense. i dont know im ready to handle a trip like that, but i have been into the whole lucid dreaming thing for sometime. though rather unsucessfully
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:iconenderstruth:
hehe.... i would say the trip wasent nearly as crazy as the whole thinking life is just a dream thing... but anywho, thanks for the comment! you rock man
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~piratejack Nov 27, 2006  Student Traditional Artist
i can understand why :)
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:iconartqueen23:
It been a long time since I had an Lsd or mushroom experience. The first time I did I learned so much about myself.THe funny thing is I completely use to HATE myself and the experience brought me out of my own body to see that I was just a lost soul like everyone one else and that is o.k. Becareful with this powerful drug though(you probablydon't need me to say this) but I do have a friend who took to much and who has a very hard time dealing with things now:hug:
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